thats the longest break i've ever took from DA in the whole 3 years i've been here haha. hmm. well I'll be back soon, uni has almost ended. And since summer hol will be all about improoveing and experimenting, you may see quite a bit I hope .

When the work starts getting heavy and things get alot more busier. So don't expect much out of me in a while. ugh.

I should really stop fucking about.

Sorry for posting so much animation test pooage rescently D: Im starting sliiiightly to get the hang of things................yes.........*lies*
Going back to drawing in photoshop feels so relaxing compared to strain in my brain I get from flash... drawing on paper is almost a sleeping state! Expect loads of simple images when my brain explodes.
Hooow good was cloverfield.. AND LOST! Im so happy it's back.. there is nothing on anymore, this writers strike is going to burn my soul once the Doctor Who series finishes!

Edit: Slash that last sentence, I just found out the writer's strike is over woohoo! "dumarse"

Well. As I am slowly getting to the age of 19 Im starting to wonder. What have I achieved in the last 19 years. I mean there is the obvious things such as getting into Uni, odd things here and there. But nothing to really stand out. I mean you think about some people who gain so muuuch and yet they are only 17 years old or 16 even?? and it's crazy to think that your older and still haven't even grasped what these people have achieved. It's just a downing kind of thought and to be honest makes me want to try harder to try and achieve something. Lol Im pretty much bullshitting now, but jesus I wish I had alot more ambition/determination. I mean as much as people say stereotypically, that art is a dumbarses way out, I find that you have to be amazingly intelligent to come up with some of the ideas people do. Me myself would think that I am actually on the thick side of the human scale and not only that I have SUCH bad condfidence in myself. So both things don't help. It's basically just one of those times when you kinda wonder where the hell you were going in the first place. OH WELL.
PS. This is not a 'cheer me up I want to die' journal. This is thought pooing on the internet.